Esther.Lew ; ♥

Monday, September 29, 2008

sry to make uu all worry !!
sincerely apologize to uu all !!

ii m feeling better right nw ..
cos ii hab a wonderful family, siistax nn frenx acc ..
THAXX !!

still didnt hab a proper meal ..
as pass few day didnt eat a lot ..
so ii think de space 4 de food hab becum smaller ..

every niitex ..
moii siis will acc mii to slp ..
peii mii tok ..
so tat ii wont think a lot ..
THAXX !!

ii think is time to give up on him ..
cos ii noe no matter how long ii wait,
he still wont be back to mii ..
he is nw happier denn mii .. (ii think)
enjoying outside ..
haiis !!

frenx around mii having exam, sch, work ..
where got time to peii mii spent moii niitex life ..
so .....
ii m real boring this few days ..

tua ??
i m still going ..
kang told mii,
tua nn relationship is 2 different thing ..
so ii decided to continue staying ..
nn help out those who is in needs ..
actually ii thought ii dunn need to be kang de do tou le but his ahpek told mii he nn him is 2 different person ..
how cann beocs of him dunn wanna look after he ..
alright denn ..

update till here bahx ..

Cherish; @ 1:41 AM

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

haiis !!
we broke up ..
080508-230908 ..
is a short nn memorable relationship ..
ii m single nn nt available ..
ii think ii need time to cool moiiself down ..
mayb days, months, years ..
no idea ..

de care ur family given to mii ii really appreciate it ..
mostly ii wanna thaxx uu 4 all those sweet memories uu given to mii ..
really sry to broke ur heart ..

moii maamee told mii da dao li pass few days ..
she say ii m in wrong first ..
so ii cant ask 4 much ..
but ii wanna tell uu this ..
moii mum nn siis miiss uu lots ..
moii dad still dunno abt this matter ..
enen lehx everytime ask mii "where is lekkang kor kor ?? y so long neber see him ??"
ii really dunno how to reply to her ..
she still young ..
dunn understand wat is relationship ..
so ii just kept quiet ..
maamee told mii uu r a gd person just tat ii dunno how to cherish uu ..
ii do admit it ..
but ii think is really too late nw ..

do ii still hab a chance to go back to de pass ??
ii really hope too ..
give mii 1 last chance to cherish uu ..
hao mahx ??

ii really wish to hab hug nn kisses from uu on friday ..

Cherish; @ 11:41 PM

Monday, September 22, 2008

hubbby*

ii m really sry 4 wat ii hab done ..
SRY SRY SRY !!
ii m nt on purpose ..
SRY SRY SRY !!
ii really regret a lot ..
ii really need uu lots ..
ii cant effort to lost uu ..
ii m dam guilty nw ..

we been together abt 4 month plus ..
those sweet romance we hab always appear in moii mind ..
those sweet tok uu say to mii everyday ..
eat durian almost every niitex ..
play arcade ..
de book which hab lots of ur art ..
de flower uu given to mii ..
at tua ..
at mazho keng ..
de care nn concern ..
wheneva ii saw "dirty" thing uu will be there to protect mii ..
this few day ii m alone ..
ii really dam scared ..
ii hab get use to yi lai ni le ..

uu told mii we will last ..
uu told mii uu will be by my side no matter wat happen ..
uu told mii uu wont leave mii ..

after this incident ii didnt hab a proper meal ..
didnt hab a proper slp ..
nn been crying for many days ..
do uu noe ??
haiis !!

ii really wish we cann last this relationship till our last breath ..
ii dunn mean to hurt uu ..
SRY SRY SRY !!
everytime ii dunn wish to admit moii wrong ..
nn keep quarreling non-stop ..
SRY SRY SRY !!
nn uu will be nagging at mi non-stop ..
ii noe ii noe is 4 moii own gd ..
uu dunn wann mii to hab de same mistake again ..
ii willing to change ..
be a better wifey ..
wif no attitude ..
SRY SRY SRY !!

ii noe uu need time to cool down ..
ii will give uu time ..
pls hab a ans asap ..
hao mahx ??

ii love uu !!
ii need uu badly !!
ii miiss uu !!
ii miiss de way uu hold moii hand !!
ii miiss de kiisses every niitex uu given to mii !!
ii miiss ur hug when slping !!
Lastly ,,
uu r moi everything !!

bi*
ii m sick ..
having fever nn cold ..
ii really need uu nw !!

dunn angry when uu saw all this ..
this hab been keeping inside moii heart ii really dunno how to tell uu ..
so ii decided to write it down ..

Thaxx Galfrenx, buxiiaozi, Apple, Bing 4 all those counselling ..

this few really sry to disturb ..

uu all really give mii lots of courage to face this problem ..

those care nn concern ii really appreciate ALOT ..

this few day whoeva dam free got nth to do pls jjiio mii out !!

ii m rotting at hm ..

ii dunn wish to think so much ..

wheneva ii got nth to do ii will start thinking denn ended up crying alone ..

this cycle keep rotating ..

i m sick nn tired le ..

haiis !!

ii didnt hab de mood to update le ..

mayb when ii feel better bahx ..

SRY !!

Cherish; @ 9:34 PM

Saturday, September 20, 2008

been wake up by moii sis ..
she told mii we gonna late le ..

so wake up nn prepared ..
bus to moii maamee working place ..
waited 4 moii aunt to reach ..

took moii aunt car to uncle hse ..
his baby today man yue ..
celebrate wif moii uncle nn aunt ..

around 5 plus ..
moii de other uncle jjiio mii nn moii siis down to fish ..
hhahas !!
at bedok jetty ..

fish a while aunt jjiiu jjio mii play monopoly ..
6 player ..
play 4 4 hrs ..
winner is MII ..
lolx !!

whole evening till 3 plus ..
FISH ..
PLAY MONOPOLY ..
CARD ..
SUPPER ..
SLACK ..

uncle drive us back to his hse ..
today gonna stay over niitex ..
if went to ah ma hse also dunno will any1 open de door 4 us ..

after bath went to slp ..
but ii cant fall a slp ..
whole mind is thinking of moii hubby ..
ii miiss him dam deeply ..
haiis !!

bi*

~~ii been crying 4 2 day le ..~~

~~do u noe ??~~

~~ii really regret 4 wat ii hab done ..~~

~~de relationship is totally different from last time ..~~

~~haiis !!~~

Cherish; @ 4:39 AM

Friday, September 19, 2008

ii m a busy gals this few day ..
went over to song ka ..
peii hubby out ..
peii galfrenx out ..
peii family ..
nt really verii free ..

later going interview ..

song ka ..
today chu san le ..
at niitex got to go tua ..

HAIIS HAIIS HAIIS !!

TIRED !!

To Be Continue ...

hubby peii mii to SHAW HSE 4 interview ..

actually wanna go pepper lunch 4 lunch ..

but too bad de interview end quite late ..

so cant ..

took MRT to KHTIB ..

on de way there hab a big quarrel wif hubby ..

dunn wish to mention ..

but everything dou okkay le ..

hubby went off nn left mii alone there ..

after tat ii went to meet him at yishun ave 11 ..

hubby, lisha, kangyuan nn mii took bus to AMK ..

meet up mango nn hab dinner ..

headed to tua ..

after bang gong they went over to aaron charlet ..

nn ii went back hm ..

as tml moii xiiaokim de baby man yue ..

BI*

II M SRY !!

II LURVSSS YOUUU !!

Cherish; @ 1:25 AM

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

went to AMK ..
today tiong tan play weapon ..
tat mean moii hubby de body ...........
haiis !!
xiin tong !!

after tat headed to mazho keng to hab dinner ..
denn peii mango to his ah ma hse ..
cheehon came nn meet us while waiting 4 mango ..

took bus to hubby hse ..

a while later fall a slp ..
half way of moii slp cheehon went back hm as hubby hse dunn hab sec unifrom le ..
nn tml cheehon gonna go sch 4 something ..

at nitex xiiaodi cum nn took his thing ..
so wake up ..
peii hubby nn mango down ..
play card nn went lor 8 to hab supper ..
durain again ..
lolx !!

nw wanna go play 3 person mahjong le ..
lolx !
think will ton till morning denn back hm nn take care of enen ..

jjiiu end here bahx ..
=)

Cherish; @ 1:33 AM

Sunday, September 14, 2008

wake up at 2 plus ..
play 1 round of dota nn went to bath ..

around 6 plus hubby de mum drive us to AMK ..
today there having DA RI Zi so went to help out ..

after finish rush to MA ZHO KENG ..
hubby bang gong till 12 plus ..
quite late ..
denn back hm ..

Cherish; @ 2:36 AM

Saturday, September 13, 2008

wake up at 2 plus ..
called galfrenx ..
meet up at town ..
today we 2 gonna romantic together le ..
lolx !

went far east nn wishma ..
brought clothes again ..
we 2 really gonna broke le ..
sobx !!

after shopping is around 6 plus ..
we went to taka to hab dinner at KFC ..

after dinner galfrenx went back hm nn ii went to AMK to find hubby nn de rest ..

today gonna help aaron wif his uncle tua ..
from his uncle hse carry de jim sin down to de tent ..
after tat cab to tua to hab BBQ ..
suddenly ah pek called TC nn hubby to jump sincaii to play wif de kids ..
fun nn funny ..
lolx !!

hubby, mango nn xiiao di cab to tan tock seng hospital to find bing ..
pass him fu nn hab some tok ..
after tat cab back hm ..
after bathing hubby say wanna go eat durian ..
so hubby, mango nn mii went to lor 8 ..
eaten durian nn went to coffee shop nn eat porriage ..
on de way to coffee shop recieve a call ..
haiis !!

walk back hubby hm ..

one word ......

DISAPPOINTED !!!

ur siistax bday ... class gathering ... him nn her bday ...

uu didnt even attend ..

didnt even told mii anything ..

wat a wonderful frenx ii hab ..

from sec till nw uu still habenn change ..

haiisss !!

HOPELESS !!

Cherish; @ 3:10 AM

Friday, September 12, 2008

wake up at 2 plus ..
saw galfrenx de msg ..
faster call her nn went to prepared ..

took MRT to BUGIIS ..
brought 1 shoes ..
1 shirt ..
nn a cardigon 4 hubby ..

6 plus took bus to bukiit pangjang ..
as today is miki bday ..
nn she is opening BBQ ..
after celebrating wif her we took bus to tua ..

as lantan festival is cuming ..
our tua celebrate today ..
those who r jumping went to jump kids god ..
nn we took lantan walk round mandai estate ..
hubby de sincaii dam active ..
keep running abt ..
TIRED !!
lolx !!

after tua xiiao di drive us back hm ..
went TPY lor 5 to hab supper ..
after supper back hubby hse ..

Cherish; @ 2:10 AM

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

wake up went to sch ..
almost late 4 exam ..

de exam quite easy ..
ii just scared ii got careless mistake ..
sobx !!

went to ah ma hse ..
hab moii lunch nn bus to causeway point ..
watch moive wif hubby nn siimiin ..
"4BIA"
quite scary siia ..

after movie ..
went back hm ..
get youzhen bday card ..

headed to plaza nn give youzhen a surprise ..
they started to play cake youzhen bu fu so we went to buy flour nn headed to fajar ..

reach hm around 10 plus ..

uu arhx uu arhx !!

ya ya !!

is uu !!

this few day weird weird wann ..

but neber miind ..

if uu really got thing to tell mii ii noe uu will ..

Cherish; @ 1:38 AM

Tuesday, September 09, 2008

wake up 3 plus ..
play playstation ..
nn prepared dinner 4 moii family ..

after dinner went down plaza book zhen de bday cake ..
9 plus walk back hm ..
continue to play playstation again ..
lolx !!

tml got TEST gonna slp soon ..

Cherish; @ 2:14 AM

Monday, September 08, 2008

wake up around afternoon 5 plus ..
get prepare ,,
hubby bring mii to some where near his hse to hab dinner ..
BOTAK JONES !!
DELICIOUS !!

after finish eating hubby say he 4gotten to get his changer so we went back to his hse ..

hubby denn peii mii to moii ah ma hse ..
to bring enen back hm ..
toniitex hubby gonna stay at moii hse ..
=)

at midnitex we walk round bukiit pangjang ..
to BANGKIIT ..
as hubby say wanna see still got durian anot ..
but sad is tat we walked so far but de durian shop hab already close ..
so went to buy porriage ..
baoyu zhou ..
dam nice siia ..

cab back hm ..

Cherish; @ 2:02 AM

Sunday, September 07, 2008

wake up at 2 plus ..
play DOTA a while ..
slack till dinner time ..
after having dinner ,,
xiiao di nn aaron came nn fetch us to tua ..
take pao all this denn to bukiit batok (shuii liian gong) ..

hubby,, xiiaodi nn mii cab back hm ..
after xiiao di place his thing down we went to lor 8 to eat rojar ..
brought durian ..

back hm ..
after having durian DOTA wif hubby again ..

Cherish; @ 3:49 AM

Saturday, September 06, 2008

today wake up at afternoon 6 plus ..
hubby say he nt feeling well ..
so we didnt went up tua ..
stay at his hse do nth ..
niitex his da kor kor bring us to eat durian ..

midniitex we play DOTA till 4 ..
dunno wat time we will wake up tml ..
lolx !!

Cherish; @ 4:03 AM

Friday, September 05, 2008

went shaw house building 4 interview ..
ii m late !!
but heng de interviewer neber say anything ..
actually wanna wait 4 apple but she was late ..

after de interview went to lucky plaza wif hubby ,, apple nn bing ..
play aracde de whole afternoon ..
eat our dinner nn went up to tua ..

after tua uncle drive us hm ..
actually today wanna stay at moii hse ..
but hubby say verii boring ..
so after having supper at mac wif jon jjiiu cab to hubby hse ..

hubby mad de play DOTA till morning 4 plus denn slp ..
some more ytd so late denn slp worhx ..
dunn think he cann get enough slp lohx ..

Cherish; @ 2:06 AM

Thursday, September 04, 2008

didnt went sch today ..
overslept !!
sry apple !!

wake up 3 plus ..
play DOTA !!
half way of de game moii sis called ..

SIYUAN: jjiie* ii now on de way hm .. some1 keep following mii ..
MII: huh ?? wat happen ??
SIYUAN: just nw when buying food got 1 guy come over nn take num from mii but ii didnt give them ..
MII: lolx !! where ur frenx ??
SIYUAN: they went hm le !!
MII: haiiyo !! ii nw at kang hse .. how to help uu ??
SIYUAN: neber miind .. they didnt follow liiao .. dunno where they gone ..
MII: denn uu careful arhx !! dunn let them noe where uu stay .. anything call mii .. ii cab down liiao .. kkay ??
SIYUAN: kkay !! BUAII !!
MII: BUAII !!

lolx !!
cant believe got guy wanna take num from moii siis ..

around 4 plus hubby nn mii get prepared nn meet tc they all ..
having celebration at town ..
meet them at cine nn there around 20 ppl ..
watch SASSY GIRL !!
a touching but boring show ..

after tat headed to lucky plaza ..
actually wanna play pool but close le so we decided to play arcade ..
11 plus took MRT to max hse ..
play card nn mahjong ..
back hubby hse around morning 5 plus ..

Cherish; @ 5:59 AM

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

took bus to sch ..
nn ii was late 4 exam ..
heng teacher neber say anything ..

after exam pass moii thumbdrive nn MC to ling nn off ii go to ah ma hse ..
nw nth to do at ah ma hse ..
ii m dizzy !!
think going slp soon !!

dunno toniitex going to celebrate TC bday anot ??
(to be continue)

hmmm ..
didnt went to TC bday celebration ..

cos today is he going to celebrate with his schmate ..

nn 4 us ,,

ii think is tml or friday ..

but he say tml got ton ..

dunno lahx !!

hao blur worhx !!

lolx !!

wake up at 3 plus ..

took bus back hm ..

is raining dam heavily ..

haiis !!