Esther.Lew ; ♥

Saturday, July 18, 2009

did manage to go out.
went tiong.
meet up tricia&sihan.
after that accompany sihan to great world to buy movie ticket.
they watching Harry Potter tonight.
slack, chit chat and i headed to tua.

meet up eve at bus stop.
kinda busy in tua.
and almost this&that
should be long time never takecare of god le.
-.-

reach home(pangjang) around 1plus.

i need you to understand me badly.
what i want in my life.
a space to breath.
dont be too over sensitive/protective/jealousy.
you will only cause me to go crazy.
i just need a trust from you.

if a relationship do not have trust from each other i dont think we can continue this relationship.

My Tiong Clique~

i m sorry to disappoint you guys.

i have my difficulty too.

i m standing in the middle.

no matter what i do for my decision to go out with, i will still disappoint 1 side.

i do cherish you guys alot.

trust me.

i feel upset when i disappoint you guys time and time.

but how sad m i nobody know.

sign.

i know you 3 are most disapointed in me.

i been disappointed you time and time and you choose to forgive me everytime.

but i know very clearly this time will be different.

i know you cant take it anymore.

if you really choose to let go our friendship i will be speehless.

cause i know i been hurting you too much.

but i know i will go crazy&love you still.

we guys know very clearly we need other alot.

and we cant be apart.

i miss the time we spent together badly.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

to you i m always like a baby girl.

act like a baby girl.

as what you say sometime i really do not use my brain to think before i do anything.

i admit that.

everytime i do regret.

cause i never listen to you.

we do always stress&care about each other.

and i really wish we girls dont lost you ever again.

thanks for been there by my side when i m down.

sorry to disappoint you time and time.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

you did say alot of thing to me during that night.

how sad you&me are.

we know it very clearly.

we cry badly and you hold my hand tight saying to hang on and continue our life no matter what.

we always share small secret with each other after we drink.

but after you know the news you choose to walk away from me when you see me.

it hurts.

but i know i made this happen.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

Cherish; @ 11:59 PM