Esther.Lew ; ♥

Friday, July 31, 2009

did went school.

after school went back home change.
meet up jas,aunt&cousin for lunch.

back home prepare myself.
around 4plus took bus to town.
meet up sihan&louis at ION.

walk over to cine.
get a drink & play arcade.

headed to tiong.
& slack.

Cherish; @ 1:32 AM

Thursday, July 30, 2009

Mel&Hong, you guys gonna get it when is your turn to get sick!!!!
Mel: Suck!
Hong: Suck Suck!
hHahas! =P

went Bf house to accompany him.
as he didnt work today.

5plus took bus over to clementi.
meet up hong&mel at Sumo House for dinner.
sorry guys!
i m late.

it been so long seen i last meet hong.
lolx!
miss those days when we in school crazy.

after dinner,
went to play L4D.

& this hong say hungry after playing L4D.
so mel&me accompany him to Mac to have his supper.
mel was eating ice-cream & hong was eating mac spicy.
they know i m sick.
& still temp me.
=(

back home after hong's supper.

looking forward for our next meet up.
if nothing changes should be on next friday.

Terrible Night!

i totally dont know who to talk to.

my mind was blank but somehow this person appear in my mind.

thanks for been there for me.

thanks for telling me everything from deep of your heart.

i do appreciate it.

i know what a girlfriend you need.

but i can say... sorry, i m not that type of girl.

Is Time To Let Go.

Cherish; @ 1:30 AM

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

did went school today.
after school bus back home.

took a nap till 7plus.

i thought i have recover from sickness.
but i m wrong.
started to cough badly.
blood bleeding from my nose.
think i need to drink more water to recover faster.
sign.

think tmr not going to school le.
gonnna rest more.
aarrgghh . .

Stress Stress Stress . . .

Cherish; @ 9:27 PM

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

temp check for evening.

36.6

great!

no more fever.

but i feel very weak.

not much strenght to walk about.

i have miss 2 days lesson.

i worry i miss to much thing and cant catch up for my coming exam.

no matter what i guess i have to go school tmr.

kinda stress arhx.

sick at the wrong timing.

project still not done yet.

aarrgghh . . .

i know i m in fault too.

we just dont keep pushing the blame to any1.

sign.

you never told me what i really done wrong.

nobody tell me too.

i cant find out myself.

how you want me to change to a better person when i know nothing.

sorry.

talk it out soon bahx.

sign.

Cherish; @ 7:26 PM

ytd night have a surpise by Bf.
he came down around 10plus just to take a look at me.
after my 10pm show i lie on my bed.
how i know i fall a sleep.
when i wake up Bf is not by my side.
he went home le.

didnt went school today.
wake up at 6am to eat medi.
have my temp check.
38.1
temp went up again.
sign.

temp check for afternoon.
35.9
???

just eaten medi.
feel dizzy.
going to sleep soon.
i guess so.

i feel weak now.
aarrgghh . . .

yes i know i m in fault too.
i didnt push the blame to you ONLY!
but see those post you have in the start.
you are simply pushing the blame to me.
thing's that you do and say are both different thing.
you say you need time to sot.
alright i give you time.
you are simply just angry about the pass.
but that is already pass.
no point to think it again.
after i have a bf.
you dont tell me i did not went out with you.
i spent my free time with you & tiong cliques.
is totally different when i together with my ex.
i really dont understand what you disappoint about.
i just wish after you finish sotting your thing we can sit down and talk.
whatever thing not happy just say out.
if we continue to say in post it will be endless.

you have your thoughts, i have my thoughts.
post cant show what you really thinking about.
it will only make more conflit.

at my weaker point i think alot.
i dont want to have conflit with her.
i dont want to lost a bestfriend.
i need her by my side when i m down.
i need her by my side when i m crazy.
i need her by my side when i m sick.
etc etc etc . . .

i m weak now.
this is the only thing i have in my mind.

Cherish; @ 1:31 PM

Monday, July 27, 2009

DAM SUEY LAHX!!!
today having role play exam and i fall sick.
morning took temp 38.4.
went to downstair family clinic to see doctor.
waited till 12 plus.
quite long.
aarrgghh . .
temp drop to 38.1.
doctor give me 3 days Mc.
& if tmr evening still not alright i got to go see doctor again.
he worry i tio H1N1.
=(
nope i didnt.
i still wanna go to kor kor bday de!

after eating my lunch.
eat medi.
sleep till 6 plus kana wake up by my grandparent.
ask me to eat medi again.
-.-

now?
didnt go check temp.
but i feel dam dizzy.
affect by the medi.
cannot tahan liiao.
wanna go sleep le.

lixian&huilin,

sorry.

i didnt turn up for the role play.

hope it wont affect your role play mark.

sorry sorry!

i need you badly by my side now!
IMY!

so this is your revenge to me?

great!

you get what you want.

sign.

when i think back, i feel that i dont need to be so sad.

as if you didn't do nothing wrong to me before.

Cherish; @ 6:52 PM

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Expired Picture!!!

pass few days something really goes wrong with my post.

but now is everything is fine.

wed didnt turn up for school.

outdoor activity and no lesson.

so rather stay at home.

friday went Phuture with eve, tricia, fiona and company.

saw junlong.

was kinda surpise.

sat&today having volunteering work at tampines library.

from 3 to 6pm.

was kinda boring.

is either walking around finding elderly, reading book, msg or slack with joseph at coffee shop.

watch Harry Potter at lido today.

with my uncle and his friends.

uncle drive me to tampines as i m late for my volunteering work.

after that went tiong.

met a new guy, Favian.

interest person.

hhahas!

i think is alright to stay like this bahx.

thing's i have to be done are done.

i keep fu chu but i recieve nothing.

you dont appreciate it.

sad, cry nobody know.

i m already tired.

i give up!

sign!

Cherish; @ 1:06 AM

Saturday, July 25, 2009

something goes wrong with my posting.
i cant see where is the font, colour, picture upload etc.
can any1 help me?

Cherish; @ 5:09 AM

Monday, July 20, 2009

after school meet bf at tampines.

slack a while.

around 3 plus took MRT to tiong.

but bf drop at kallang.

slack till 8 plus and took bus back home.

19.07.09

went out with my family to jurong.
have our dinner at tiong.
they went back around 7 plus then i went to find sihan and company.

my girls,

think twice before you do anything.

remenber you cant regret.

Cherish; @ 11:45 PM

Saturday, July 18, 2009

did manage to go out.
went tiong.
meet up tricia&sihan.
after that accompany sihan to great world to buy movie ticket.
they watching Harry Potter tonight.
slack, chit chat and i headed to tua.

meet up eve at bus stop.
kinda busy in tua.
and almost this&that
should be long time never takecare of god le.
-.-

reach home(pangjang) around 1plus.

i need you to understand me badly.
what i want in my life.
a space to breath.
dont be too over sensitive/protective/jealousy.
you will only cause me to go crazy.
i just need a trust from you.

if a relationship do not have trust from each other i dont think we can continue this relationship.

My Tiong Clique~

i m sorry to disappoint you guys.

i have my difficulty too.

i m standing in the middle.

no matter what i do for my decision to go out with, i will still disappoint 1 side.

i do cherish you guys alot.

trust me.

i feel upset when i disappoint you guys time and time.

but how sad m i nobody know.

sign.

i know you 3 are most disapointed in me.

i been disappointed you time and time and you choose to forgive me everytime.

but i know very clearly this time will be different.

i know you cant take it anymore.

if you really choose to let go our friendship i will be speehless.

cause i know i been hurting you too much.

but i know i will go crazy&love you still.

we guys know very clearly we need other alot.

and we cant be apart.

i miss the time we spent together badly.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

to you i m always like a baby girl.

act like a baby girl.

as what you say sometime i really do not use my brain to think before i do anything.

i admit that.

everytime i do regret.

cause i never listen to you.

we do always stress&care about each other.

and i really wish we girls dont lost you ever again.

thanks for been there by my side when i m down.

sorry to disappoint you time and time.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

you did say alot of thing to me during that night.

how sad you&me are.

we know it very clearly.

we cry badly and you hold my hand tight saying to hang on and continue our life no matter what.

we always share small secret with each other after we drink.

but after you know the news you choose to walk away from me when you see me.

it hurts.

but i know i made this happen.

lastly,

i m sorry.

sign.

Cherish; @ 11:59 PM

i m BORED at home!!!

any1 wanna go out???

Cherish; @ 12:18 PM

Friday, July 17, 2009

Expired photo
Taken at Sentosa

Took picture after OFA lesson.

actually wanna rest after school but choose to meet jasmine.

went to find my aunt&aunty amy.

have our lunch at 5head.

slack, chit chat then walk back to our nearby void deck to slack with others.

last min aunt say she wanna cook dinner so didnt meet up Bf.

he was kinda angry at that time.

sorry!

but i did ask him along to have dinner at my anut house.

how i know my aunt change idea again.

not cooking le.

-.-

so,

we replan everything.

meet Bf at parklane to play L4D with jasmine.

but last min change place to my ah ma house nearby.

waited till 6 plus,

finally Bf arrive.

before that jas&i went to west coast plaza walk.

then walk all the way down to 7 head and wait for Bf to arrive.

half way of L4D.

weihao came.

and take over jas.

have our dinner at coffee shop then to aunt house.

as jas need to send chloe&junwei back home.

Bf&i then went back ah ma house to watch tv.

send Bf to bus stop & accompany him to wait for bus.

ya i know my planning sux.

is last min thing i cant do anything.

Sorry!

Cherish; @ 12:22 AM

Thursday, July 16, 2009

HAPPY BDAY JASMINE!

pass 2 days quite guaii.
after school went back home.
started do 1 article.
hope i can finish another 2 asap.
so i can go play without thinking.

today after school went to give Bf a surpise but it didnt work.
sad!

4 plus took bus back home.
bath and prepare went to my aunt house to have steamboat for dinner.
yumm yumm!!!
=)

after finish watching 10pm show went back ah ma house.
i going sleep soon.
if not tmr sure cant wake up for school.

she is badly love by her Bf.

but others didnt notice something goes wrong with her.

Sign.

Cherish; @ 11:27 PM

Monday, July 13, 2009

HAPPY BDAY HAOLANG'DADDY!

13.07.09
went Bf house.
rest a while then Bf drive me back home(pangjang).
have our dinner.
then went vivo to watch movie.
Obssesed!
nice movie.

back home after movie.

12.07.09
meet Bf at town.
sorry i m late.

accompany him to shop for clothes and shoes.
my leg dam tired!!!!
walking here&there for about 4 hrs.

after shopping,
Bf rush back home as he need to go to work.
then i bus down to tiong.
meet up tricia&kaining.
kor&qi then join us at mac.

actually was suppose to have dinner with pam&szexuan but last min cancel.
due to some reason.
but i did meet them after my dinner.

lindy, joel&aaron join us at playground.
went back home at 11plus.

11.07.09
have lunch at harbofront hawker.
went sentosa with my aunt, aunty amy, their kids, jasmine& her friends.
will update the picture asap.

after sentosa.
went pastamania to have our dinner.
but my aunt, amy aunty and kids went other place to eat.
then they headed back home.

accompany jasmine to jurong point as she wanna find her Bf.
back home around 9 plus.

what's going on again?

Sign!

Cherish; @ 1:36 AM

Friday, July 10, 2009

lesson was boring today.
feel like sleeping during BEV lesson.
-.-

after school bus to Bf house.
his dad then brought us lunch.
Thanks Uncle.
watch 怪谈 while eating.
fall a sleep after finish watching.
Tired!
cannot tahan!

around 6 plus Bf wake me up and ask me to prepare myself as we going over to his grandparent house for dinner.

Bf's dad then came down to fetch us back home.
watch 10pm channel U show then Bf drive me back home.
before that we went west coast park to slack.

before i find out anything,

you better tell me everything.

dont force me to slap you.

Cherish; @ 1:25 AM

Thursday, July 09, 2009

ytd went Bf's bro school to fetch his bro.
then they have their lunch at boon keng.
while walking back home Bf's parent called.
so we went back to coffee shop.
then his parent drive us back home.
watch DVD.
See No Evil!

Bf went camp as he working night shift & i went back home.

today, reach school at 8.15.
good that i didnt miss few lesson.
but skip last 2 hrs lesson.

went over sihan/siming house.
lindy, eve, helen, aaron, qi&louis at his house too.
around evening Bf came over.
we play mahjong, cards & watch DVD.

around 7 plus we took MRT to tiong.
eve went back home.
Bf&siming went out.

i went back home around 10 plus.

Cherish; @ 12:08 AM

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

HAPPY 2 MONTH ANNIVERSARY 小舅&HIS WIFE!

reach school at 1pm.
only attend OFA lesson.
-.-

after school went down tiong to slack.
back home 9 plus.

you are simple brainless.

didnt think before you do anything.

nothing you can do but regret.

Cherish; @ 12:18 AM

Monday, July 06, 2009

start school at 8 but i reach at 9.30.

-.-

after 30min of lesson went tampines 1 to slack with fiona, chloe, karrie&joanne.

super tired.

cant imagine if i fall a sleep in cafe.

around 1 went back school for lesson with fiona&joanne.

teacher KB we 3 for not going CMS lesson.

Aarrgghh. . .

nonsense man!

after school meet Bf at tampines interchange.

he accompany me to bus to his house.

fall a sleep till 6 plus.

went boon keng to buy some snack to eat while waiting for his parent to reach home for dinner.

after dinner went Bf house and watch Monster VS Alien.

Bf then drive me back home.

Cherish; @ 1:58 AM

Sunday, July 05, 2009

meet lindy&sihan for movie at tiong.

Ice Age 3.
i love it so much.
hhahas!

after movie went membina to slack, play card.
kaining&qi join us in the late evening.
around 9 took bus to town meet Bf, siming and aaron for L4d.

reach home at 12.

tmr starting school le a bit siian arhx!!!
but holiday also siian!!!
dont know what i want.
-.-

Cherish; @ 12:42 AM

Friday, July 03, 2009